Is keeping yourself busy makes you miss someone less or keeping yourself busy drives you even crazier? How do you miss someone? Why you are missing someone? Is he the world to you or does he moves your world round? What does your mind pound to make your heart at ease?
I never been like this before but I terribly missing someone even we still text/talk/chat within a day. He is in a short trip and somehow it makes me miss him some more or even some much. Tearing up when we need to end our conversation and crying not seeing him after a second. That's how I miss him. Just recently I see myself falling and I can't help it. My heart is acting weird, rapidly beating and pounding as if it never stops. It's abnormal heartbeat and I might die because of that. Controlling your emotion is still factor on keeping you alive and healthy, you know Anxiety attack. Who knows right? Hmm. I really do believe I should be responsible of my heart when I am in love. Keeping myself busy isn't helping either. Sleeping makes me dream of him more. Seeing and talking with him makes me fall even deeper. What to do? The thing is, we are both in love to each other and it makes me feel so loved and be mean to someone so much.
What am I up to now? Hmmmmmmmmmm. I am a ghostly lady according to my bestfriend.
What you think? Cutie enough to be a ghost? =P
What's on my face? What did I put on?
Before I apply this cream, first of all I wash my face with Beauche Beauty Soap then apply the Yoko Herbal Cream. Honestly, I am not fond on any beauty products, on make-up just lipstick. My sister both recommend this two beauty products. When she went home in Philippines last September, she do really sincere to convince me to use these and I thank sis for that. Got less pimples even still stressed. Hmm